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Life is all about struggle and being independent living in this society. "BROTHERHOOD NV DIES" is just a phase of cheats…human do have close contact with particular human and tats being describle as buddy  along the journey of our lifes but neverthless when come to some critical situtation (like $$ matter or even to an extend of sexes).. they are bounds to be the first to turn their back on you..-

i do wondering where does guilt stand in the inner of  every diff human body when mistake is done. Some feel the impact while some feel nothing and just nothing. . i got my capability to judge whats right and whats wrong for the people .but however to understand myself is something above my capability.. ..

my taiwenese frenz told me that  暧昧 is actually mean " a guy and a girl love each other but due to some circumstances, they are bound to be together".!!if is true than Love must be sort of mysterio thing…it cause happinese and in the same  time it cause saddness …

what the meaning of living in this world when theres hatred spells around you.. and whats the point of living when everyday passby with a moody moaned.

why a need to live being a liar cheating the people around you and …and why a need to obtain something in a deceitful means 

whats the point of living being a good guy when the bad guy stand out the most.. and whats the point of telling how marvellous ur when everything is just an imagination…

Thought life is going on the right path this time -> a brand new  start for the year 2006.-<.. but..

than i realise.. is the begining of disaster ……

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feeling frustrated for the whole day..but just cant get to the bottom what is all about.. getting irritated.!!..

on this particular day of 2005. in the middle of the night, while waiting for that special person…i was being chased by a CAT …..arghhh just because hmm i think i’m sitting on the place his/her is going to rest. .. arghh!!

is easy to understand and judge someone by it appearance but to futher understand someone is so much difficult..

i failed to understand "she" in the past as i always thought that we had the same mindset of life..i thought i understand her well enuff that whatever i think is rite, she got to stay put with me..i went thru the cycle of Deprived, depressed,devasted & disappointed over "she" for few month.. intention- trying hard to change her into an idea person, thinking that she might like it, but… nevertheless i forgotten of how she’s feeling in the bottom of her heart… she ever told me something worthwhile  afterwhich—- "it take two hand to make a clap"–this sentance is sensible.. i got to admit at times, this sentance  just pop out for no reason in my current life . defintately gonna remember it for my life.

right at my doorstep, i got this frenz suffering internally. his gf is demanding and  is unreasonable but to no reason he give in . being an outsider, i dont understand whats gg on between them but sometime i rather he be back his oldself than being a timid asshole like now keep giving in to someone who i feel is not even worth it… maybe that the power of love.

human are born with different personality which  i truely doubt anyone can have the ability to change that particular person personality for life ..