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being too sentimental and pessimistic , is something that fall on the bad side of me which i cant change out of sudden…

5more day to go.. lets welcome 2006!!

alot of unhappy circumstances happen in the year 2005. living in sort jagsaw life, everyday pcs by pcs refreshing back figuring what and where had actually gone wrong…it  took me nearly to 8month before i can capture the whole picture and understand the brief fact…

living with the assistance of fantasy had indeed drive me to an extreme. i fought against depression ,i fought against suffering, i defended myself against obsticles and cheated myself against the fact.. 

although there are still alot of "why" question poping out and loophole s living in my sight for me to figure out, but… for the time being..i will choose to avoid that unbearable scene…

Update..

1) finally… im waiting for my tp in 2weeks time. gonna pray hard that the examiner dont observe   me on that day so that they wouldnt deduct any demerit point from me!!! planning to get superfour tec 2 once i get my licence…

2) coming fri genting trip cancelled  ‘"no special reason"

3) might be travelling to hk on mid of jan .. love the living of hk. unlike sg is always loaded with stress.

4) yeah dec. bonus month. but too bad, due to some mishandling. company being sue for 1million. guess definately bonus will be affected too..!!!

5) spent my christmas eve slagging in town doing nothing. went balcony had a glass of beer before going back home. boring nite.

6) celebrate christmas day at ms eating steamboat with friends and afterwhich proceed to watch movie at jp!

finally i declare –im 22yrs old le..~~ it was exactly 10yrs ago eversince i recieved my PSLE result….ya sort of miss my primary school days.. had so much joy and excitment during that time..im always one of those "siao onz" type will arrived school early to advance order "NASI LEMAK" for recess time(so tat i no need to queue up during recess time) and play catching in basketball court….  miss those daysssss

Was chilling with frienz and was watching man utd vs everton at mr bean last nite…im fans of man utd .. but ever since man utd released player like roy keane and phil neville, i started to dislike the way the management does things… will cont my anti man-utd campaign unless man utd sacked the manager or bring in some high profile player.. . !!reach home 4am sharp….

woke up at 7.30am and there where i start my busy day… went bbdc in the morning..after one year plus of slagging away from my class 2a bike licence, i decided not to slag and wanna complete my licence asap….!!started to like bike eversince im 17yrs old.. at tat time, im crazy for nsr sp.. but after i complete my bike licence and ridin my bro phantom for a couple of month, im sort of sicked of bike hmm maybe due to the speed and the noisy engine sound.. but i might return to bike once im bored with driving… riding always fill with excitment…

saw aguy whom i had actually save his life 2yrs back ..aniway if not of him, i wouldnt had recieved a commander award from jurong police hq for my hardwork and if not of me, he might had been dead!! he almost killed himself thru skydiving.. and is "ME" who keep cont to advise him on phone till the cops arrived at scene to save him .. aniway i think he is sort of low iq and now he is applying for class 3 licence.. weirdo.. if bbdc would accept him as student and if he get licence to drive outside, other road user will be suffering i guess(who know he might suddenly go crazy and bang the ppl around his circumference"..

watch little chicken at cini earlier on with miss "she".. not really TAT nice show… but it was graded 4star i think in 8days!! after that went jack place had our dinner  before we went shop around in town…

tiring day… ya aniway recieved 2 thongs and one wallet as present from buddy.. !!

was all along thinking of getting O2 hp.. but now i had changed my mind already.. o2 might be user friendly and unique in design but is short of keypad.. and im tat type rather sms dan chat on phone.. i cant live without keypad!! fall for nokia n 91 and 92.. might get either one of this phone next year!!

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suddenly interested in diving.. feel like go and learn provided if is not too ex..!!! planning next time can go phuket or bintang diving !!!

something interesting:– i read a taoism book few days back.. is about retribution stuff.. example if ur nasty in yr current life, u might suffer some kind of retributaion in future life..!! there is this paragraph saying — NV HAD SEX ON EITHER YR BDAY OR YR MOM BDAY..reason behind.. cause that is the day where yr mom suffer the pain when giving birth to u…..

k im tired.. gonna sleep soon.. time checked 2153hrs… !!

on this particular day of 2004…was at ecp and a freinz of mine.. prepare dishes of food and wine for me~i rem is a windy day and the table is full of ants. but still we try make oursleves as comforable as possible and had that romantic meal. . ~!!! although the dish dont look sumptuous but is the heart that melt me…to think back.. was indeed a memorial moment….

Went dye and hair cut earlier on at jean yip jp .. this is my 2nd time visit and i look for the same stylist that cut my hair on my 1st time visit… honestly their stylist there are not as style as the ppl at hair profile..but due to my convenient, no chioce…..

i find that.. there are charging abit to cheap.. at $24.90 for a hair cut…~!! hmm normally for a normal hair cut, i will pay from the range of $30-$35 depending on how punky i would wan my hair to be .. !! chris{is a female stylist btw}  gave me some tips and idea for my hair as im trying to leave long hair at a moment{sick of short and punky hair}.. had a nice conversation with her.. was talking about  my work till even asking me to join jean yip as i mention to her that i might be quiting my current job due to my earning ($$$) soon… { but i still love my job scope}

had my hair dye back to darker brown…

normally after the haircut, the stylist will start introduce the product/cream ba ba ba to use for hair treatment and ba ba ba.. but today instead of her introduse those product in jeap yip to me , i recommended her using redken product which im currently using for her customer .. !!  ha ha like the product cause it release out sort of strawberry smell when applying on it.. aniway jean yip got those package stuff.. pay $200+++ for ba ba times of haircut.. honestly is worth it after calculated.. can save at least a $50 afterall.. but i didnt take up the offer as i still prefer roaming other saloon around in town!!

i wan a complete diffrent hairstyle on coming cny@@

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Opsss i did something v bad while i was in sec..~~ !! and retributation is hereeee…. i own someone apology… HA HA HA!!! but somehow think back.. tat time im like..14yrs old..and compare now.. im already 22. im mature now.. she ought to forgive a young boy at that time for commiting something causing us to be awkward…~~!!

levis come out two new 501… one of it is a limited item  and only 100pcs in sg.. saw the jeans from a poster display outside levis shop.. when enter into the shop and checkout for the jeans, sadly.. is out of stock..!!! the jeans cost $288 kinda expensive.. but is definately a worth to buy as the jeans look so nice and futher more is a imported item.!!!

went other boutique to check out for the limited jeans, too bad non of the stall sell that but instead sell another pcs of new 501!! the design kinda girlyz and colour dun seem to attract me..but aniway i will still go try it out as i personally feel that sometime we just cant judge a jeans just by looking on it.. must try out… and it definately will look diffrent ..!!!

and… new engineering jeans is on the way… !! bought the version 1 E"jeans.. i like the cutting so much…!! hopefully this new E"jeans will look similiar or even better than the Version 1 E’jeans.

still searching for that new 501 limited jeans…. hurrrrrrrrrr…. @@ :p

Based on Karma Sutra , our fate ,our life had already been decided by the god ever since we start coming into the world ….

definately we will come to a state which requried us to decide what we want..!! often it will end up turning into confuse state..!! and there is always due to some circumstances , we are left to choose a path which we wouldnt wanna had.

we dont just decide things for the seek of ourselves but at times we are ought to think of others which might badly affected due to our desire.

seeking no advise from anyone… i will only hand my destination to HOROSCOPE..