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busy for the whole day didnt even have the time to chat or ans phone….. starting from the morning while at work, seem like many urgent things to clear.. and busy till even while having lunch break, still working!!! ya after which at 5pm got to rush home and prepare for company dinner buffet!! wasted alot of time on my hair and face.. aniway now keeping long hair.. kinda sick of short hair le.. grow so fast!~!!!

after which fetch my frenz and rush to orchard as the dinner start at 7pm.. but on our way there TRAFFIC JAM.. in the end reach the place at 7.15pm!! 15min late.. not so bad.!!!

had buffet at the royal plaza.. kinda nice i feel but some of my collegue commented BAD..!! is an international buffet and serve all kind of dishes.!! one person charge ar around 40+++ .. kinda expensive but is worth as most of the food i like..~~~ aniway i didnt eat much of the seafood due to my infection..

had dinner till like 9pm.. meet up my frenz and again rush to GUESS outlet to get a top for my bro before it closed..manage to get one v neck top for him. aniway i saw a few nice shirt from there.. i think.. now  i seem to like branded than label stuff . after which supposinly went momo but bday boy changed his mind and in the end went zouk…

again im latee.. wasted 28bucks into zouk .. not really fun than wed… aniway im already half dead.. feeling so tired, feel like zzz in the club.. left zouk at 2am and went for supper.. by the time i reaches home is already 4am.. had a quick nap and wake up at 7am for work.. what an hectic day

and "everything was unplanned since the start of the day… every plan they make was a last min decision .. but due to that seem like im being blame by a gang of %$%$&%$ who hesitated to understand the facts than rather believe in their own assumption ". 

lastly .. i spent the whole sat sleeping………

never could we satisfy ourselves for the entire of our life…~~ there are obstacles around to make us a better person.. but on at the same time, it can drive a person to a desperate state.!! i dont like waiting for opportunity to come..i dont denied at some time, indeed we are waiting for that cirumstances to arrived before we could strike in…

i describle human life to be one boring element in the world… everything we does is being controlled by the ppl by the law..  we are left with no chioce and to stick to what is being for us. !! if only i could change my "fate" for this one and only time… i would wan it to be a memorial one..   

leading a simple life.. but i cant achieve something simple… i have to fight for everything that blocking my way my path..and struggling just for the seek of wanting to "stay  and live simple." my mentally had been haunt badly for the past one yr… isnt life to be describle as one boring  hurting element??

if given a wish…i would choose to live in a farm with a wonderful wife and adorable kids.. although life might be hectic.. but at least i lead a simple life. no need to struggle for everything..!!

kinda miss hk after browsing at international hostel website..~~!! miss that 7days 6 nite trip in hk..!!! suddenly  feel that i’m one of those who love travelling so much…. definately will travel to country like holland belgium australia when im financially settle down. i like europe mainly is because of their culture and the weather… if only im rich now. definately i will leave this country and study for 2-3yrs there….!!

honestly i hate gg to country which are less developed… so unhygenic, the road traffic is terrible and the building is so oldish… i travel to two of such country before.. and guess what… although they are at least an 1000miles away and yet.. everything is just  so similiar.. !! i guess is due to the capability of the country headman that lead to that… compare states and australia .. there were such a big country but still they could handle their country just as beautiful as sg ..and because of such unhygenic country.. im hit with skin infection… . !!

ya being told.. to take care of my face.. yeah and will definately do so..!!! kinda better.. not so much pus.. but kinda hurts as it seem that new skin is growing and currently look   hmm abit disgusting!!

hasnt been really enjoying clubbing for sometime.. as partly due to my face cant endure the smoke(carbon dioxide) in the club !! the feeling was horrible.. feeling itcy and hurting.. ooo my god!!

and… had been applying oxy cover to cover away the reddish dot on my face everytime i go out..!! like as if applying make up.. and when reach home.. got to wash away!! arghhh……..

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face really turning bad.. is swollen now and there are actually alot of pus on it!!

kinda frustrated with my face.. frustrated with life.. frustrated with everything happen around me…

definately will take care of my face when it recovered!! but i feel that there might be scar left behind..!! what the hell..

having really bad skin allergy now.. skin is peeling off so badly..!! didnt even have the guts to look at mirror nowadays!! feeling itcy and painful.. and currently undergoing medication.. propably got to take at least one month to cure..

life is indeed dull nowadays..is all about work and sleep work and sleep.. nothing special occur.!!

somehow  i think.. i had lost the feeling of how to smile !!

dazing all days hopping just to hear one "peep" .!!

Got a surprise from wwe. is a tragic news… eddie guerrero had passed away at the age of 38 in the hotel!! one great mexician wrestler who always show off his hydrolic car whenever he enter into the ring ..!! gonna miss his car.. gonna miss his latino heat ..and gonna miss the way he cheats in the ring and the way he wrestler esp with his good friend chris benoit and rey mysterio…

eddie guerrero.. 1967-2005

life is indeed short..even how healthy you are.. never will we can predict what gg happen next!! is easy to say since life is short, keep yrself happy at all time.. how many ppl could do that in reality?? human is always loaded with all kind of stress how can we take it easy when every memories keep flashing at yr sight pressing at you???

avoid might be another alternative.. but is nv a lasting path.

Stress is something you just cant offload easily…

silence doesnt mean i’m gone, quiet doesnt mean i dun care coz deep in my heart tats where you ar

realise….

All this while i had  been betray by my own instincts. its a evil power persistently keep my spirit gg but on the other hand, the evil is laughing at all of my failure attempt.  never would i will allow instincts to got a chance to endose my brain my heart again…

was trying to be one different guy.. forced myself not to do this and that.. forced myself to go to an extreme and even forced myself to keep every min busy so that at the end of the day, at least i can have a nice sleep. . ..! those are jus a determination to cover what my inner organ is feeling…

in life.. we encounter all kind of problem. is difficult to stand up after repeatedly failure…determination played important role at this point of time.  but to think back… determination is just a physical. .what really important is the heart.. whats the point of allowing physical to step in to yr life when heart failed to forget memories…

having skin allergy.whole face is like pieces of #### and it hurts..in need rest to recuperate what it use to be!

"a handicapped person will nv stand up even with the help, with the support of everyone when he himself failed to convince himself he can do it. ?? .. "

everyone deserve a 2nd chance to redeem their mistake. .

checked out at around 11plus… wee brought us around bangkok for the last time.. !! went to their world trade centre and after that went shopping at mbk.

world trade centre…

sort of like our takashimaya… where all those branded stuff are there!! too high class.. dun suit us.. 

btw i manage to get one hand accessories from there.. like it so much.. at only $50baht.. around sg 1bucks~~!!

shopped till like 4pm, together with wee, we took cab to airport… so nice rite. even sent us to the airport!! omg….

At airport….

had our dinner at one of the cafe beside the airport.. had a last hour chilled before we head back to sg… although i dont like the country but i manage to know one wonderful friend there… 4 of us perform one honour salute toward her..  and there we conclude thai trip 2005@@@!!!!

arrived sg like at around 10plus pm!!

will never take valuair airline again.. the plane was too small and u can really feel those pressure while flying..!! although dun like thai.. maybe will travel to there again next time.. for the seek of WEE and PHoM ..~~

planning for another oversea trip…. maybe hk trip again..~~!!! 

will never tolerate myself to "BEG" animore..!!!