leading down stage of life for the past few days… lost of words to describle how i feel..
this month
alot of debts to clear.. not just got to pay for comp and car, this month got to pay for road tax too.!! shit.. really got to spent less this month.. haikz.. sg life..~~~!!
Went to "cha cu chat" (spell something like this) shopping. the place is kinda big and alot of stuff to shop. is sort of like our bugis village and can actually bargin the price for the item. however i didnt really get anithing from there as i dun find anything suit me. bought a green polo shirt and one v neck black top just for the sick of buying as i didnt bring enuff cloths to bangkok
went to micky mouse shop and know what… someone got "pickpocket" in the shop!! omg..anyway i dont find that place is safe.. the shop is too crowded and is really a good spot for pickpocket.
btw is WEE and PHom bring us to "cha chu chat".. such a nice friend who really spent her days with us!!
first time had street food at cha chu chat.. find it really disgusting at first. i see their bowl their chopstick.. is like wondering did they actually wash their utensils. force myself to try out their street food…and it turn out..NICE AND YUMMY!!! and kinda super cheap too~~!! forget the price.. aniway.. really YUMMY!!!
SPENT around 4-5 hrs shopping at "cha chu chat"!!!
Afterwhich we took so call mrt to another shopping place call "siam"!!
their mrt is kinda funny.. the station is so big just like sg.. but their train is half a size of the station. ya can imagine..if im at the extreme left or right of the station, i actually got to walk to the centre to board train. !! kinda weird since their train is so short, y spent xtra money build big station.!! weird…
SIAM
Siam is sort of our orchard road.. but again.. nothing much to shop from there.. maybe is i dunlike their style??.. sort of..~!! went to a shop so call selling label cloths dan i saw one sg artist .. forgotten his name.. but he is one of the judge in "channel U superstar".!!! his dressing jitao canot make it… seem like abit gay too..`~ damn er xin !! after that went swenson had ice -cream before we head back to hotel.!!
NITEz
MEet up "WEE" for dinner. she bring us to a resturant kinda high class type.. food yummy and the price is right too..!!!< btw we had our meal in resturant during the bangkok trip to prevent food poisoning>….and she bought us gift too… each of us got one song cd from thai.. thank you so much eventhough i dont seem to like the music :p
after dinner CLUBBING…
Went to the same club we went on day two. but this time.. we really drink and dance all nite ~~ :p order one bottle of vodka at first… and we drink and joke.. drink and dance.. aniway kinda cheap too.. one vodka for $1000baht = sg 30bucks the most!! actually know a few friend at that club too… they offer us drink and ask where we are from… stuff like tat.. and i in return treat them drink too. something weird about thai ppl is that they like drinking "NIC"( did i spell wrong) and tat really can make ppl drunk easily…?? " WEE" tot that we really enjoyin and order another bottle of vodka without informing us.." OMGZ 5ppl -2bottle..tats really lots…!!
BADLY DRUNK- YONG and ME
DRUNk - "WEE"
me vs mafia
i dont actually know what happen as im deadly drunk tat nite.. it was wee who actually told me what happen the next day..!!!
she told me….
beside our table, there is actually a group of mafia drinking and dancing~~!! so when i wanna go washroom, i was being block by the mafia head. instead of saying excuse me, i actually slap tat mafia head face .. how terror im!!
after the club over, we left the club and was being stop by the mafia follower.. they wanna me go back into the club.. they spoke in thai.. and im like.. huh what lolz. aniway wee helped me.. she told that two dogs we are not local.. and she quickly bring us to the cab and go back hotel. !!
Day 3 concluded….
typo error.. will amend next time… gg out.
You love them, but they can drive you nuts
I know just what it feels like To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
took an off today… i in need of a break!!
get to understand being nice doesnt mean everything i does will be smooth for me..~~~!
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
What do I have now is nothing but negativity
a year ago at this point of time, still happily preparing /waiting for my hk trip. but at the present of my life now, it seem that i could not even find back my soul
i lost my smile, i lost my laughter.. i lost my speech , i lost my spirit
fantasy used to cheer me up whenever im down.. but seem is useless now!!
had been daydreaming /dazing around while im work nowadays ..repeating reading the same sms i recieved!! indeed is aching somewhere…but i just cant stop reading …!!!
theres was even one time.. instead of waiting for bus, i end up dazing at the bus stop for nearly an hours. wondering how many bus had actually drive past me without me realising.
Life sucks for me at this stage of life ..indeed after soul searching..conclusion "i mess up my life"! there are still alot of stuff i regret i didnt do. there are alot of memories still haunting me.. there are ppl pressuring me… if only i could choose to release the tension, life might be different now… but i still maintain preserving" if only time could go back"…life might be even more better dan releasing the tension i had now
I designed this rhyme, I kept everything inside and even though I tried ,it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
so hard
Keep that in mind
Things aren’t perfect now. Be flexible. If you give a little, you’ll get a lot.
went for city tour around bangkok. kind of bored cause the place they bring us issnt really exciting.!!
the tour take about two hours and afterwhich we are on our own.!!!
went chinatown had our lunch. expect chinatown to be aplace full of shops but after walking for sometime, realise theres nothing special there!! we even walk past a road where most of the stall sell coffin!!
at nite…
meet up ah soon and wee…they bought us to clubbing.!! i remember the club call route bb but my frenz keep insisting is "teens 16 " i think. whatever.. i enjoy myself there !!! the club i went is a combination of two club. is linked!!! really more fun compare to sg. the dj simplity make the crowd keep going all nite~~!! something impress me unlike sg only one dj at one time, there are 3 dj perform together there.
the club ended at 2am. kinda early ..sg ends at 6am. soon said is the rule and regulation thai set up!!!…
concluded day 2..
was at home whole day.. lying on bed for 12hrs and now im up!!
is a rainy day, it remind of the day before im enlisted into national services!! on that day, i just cant get to sleep. 10days of incamp training without even got a chance to book out really indeed a nitemare.!! im not afraid of the training.. i just miss someone..
i believe i can find my destiny if i know where to look from, definately it gonna be a frustrating time but it make sense that i had to go thru all that to get where im.!!
i always in the wrong path of route but i will never realise untill time passes.!! is another frustrating month for me !!somehow if i cant get back to where im, i might allow god to decide my fate my destination.!!
